It disgusts me.
Life... that is. It's an uncontrollable beast that we ride, sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad, but it's always moving, always unpredictable. I'm disgusted with my life, I mean, I want to be a somebody. A somebody people respect, and look up too. Though how can anyone respect me? Soo much goes wrong, or doesn't add up. Maybe it's because I'm greedy, I want this, I want that. In the end I compramise with whatever get's thrown my way like the dog begging for his masters food scraps.
News update on the smoke machine, I found that despite it's smoking aesthetic that it did actually work. Hurray. That was, of course until 3pm today, when there was a long bang and it got disconnected. So I've had it for five days it's worked for two, the law of averages says that it should be working again tomorrow... I can only hope.
Once again, I've spent the night worrying; Life is a full time job. I have a lot of things on the go; Work, Uni, Coaching Baseball, Playing Baseball, A Relationship, and last but not least my Blog. So yeah I won't be running out of stuff to worry about anytime soon, unfortunately for me. Mostly I'm just worried that things won't work out for, and I'll be depressed and alone again. It's not a happy place.
Aspiring for a greater tomorrow
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